Thursday, December 30, 2010

Exam your heart, what is in.....

Dear God,

I'm so sorry , I have a bad heart , GOD cleanse my Heart my Though . Please Forgive me. I have this though....:

1) I am not satisfy with my Brother Sister who didn't show like a proper celebration for me, or a 2nd celebration.

GOd I know I should not request for that and think that way. But GOd help me to have right mindset , heart and though, in Jesus name I pray . Amen

2) GOd forgive me, that I can't really forgive David now; which actually he didn't really even do any serious thing to harm, me , but becuase I think it hurt my pride so much , I sin in hatred , angry, and even worst is , I didn;t decrease it, but increase the anger inside. God help me control me, lead me guide me.

3) GOd please forgive me that , seem like I didn't put all effort to my work or people around me . I just go when company need to rush something.
God please forgive me sometime I online, become time thieves for work already .

4) God please forgive my arrogant, prideful though ; and take its away.

5) God forgive me, that I didn;t do my best to help my family, to preach to them; or put more effort on my popo salvation.

God forgive me , that I don't have mercy, grace , love towards Poeple . Most importantly GOD , I didn't love you enough ,every morning put effoert to do quiet time. God forgive me, I;m been slack, and disconnected to J power.


God with you everything possible, thanks you .

In Jesus name I pray . Amen.

How do God view You?

Dear my Baby,

I create you base from my look , you are precious pearl. I love you . So put down your worry , put down your budren and cast it to me daughter. Because you are my daughter , I love you, I will take care of you , and walk with you closely when you are up and down.

Don't put yourself down, when you put yourself down, is like put me down as well. BE humble but also know you are precious special child.

Hallelujah . Amen

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

FOCUS and be Happy

When we all lost focus , we pray for success--> money ; pray for eat ? we wear , pray for rich wealth . All this could be easily perish in this world .

Only life is more important than all what we wear

Ok to pray for health?

Focus on Kingdom; mission focus, be the good duaghter of God, preach the word, and just your testimony ....

The work I dod now; I should treat it like social college , pay me to learn social skill. And I keep focus on learning other teachnical studd that keep me going. Is not that more technical knowledge I should go study . But how to shape my attitude toward work and people.

This morning, I heard again my sister in-law go to work on-time . Everytime, aorund 7:30 a.m., without fail , she commit to off to work early . Thta's the discipline and attitude towards work, the serial, the commit, the attitude I should learn instead other than technical knowledege.

Focus on contribute to others, not chasing for own desire and benefit. Even if we contribute, if for others to see and say what rewards you get, and have faith that God will give you more, maybe not at this world , but reward in the heaven. God will take care of everything, even when you feel unfair, keep it peace and let GOd be the justice for you.

When you try to do thing your way, and try to fight for your own benefit and fair; means that you don't trust GOd, and you don't let God, you didn't cast to GOd.

Honest to yourself and God is just benefial to yourself

Honest to yourself and God is just benefial to yourself
( Satan is father of lier )

Who is your Father , Heavenly GOD??

How God see you.

Dear Jesie,

Thank you veru much for listen to me tentatively. I really appreciate and feel grateful that you really concentrate listen to me. You are truly a great listener and sincere heart person. You are really true and a good supporter and encouraging . YOur maturity towards matter inspiring me.

That's why I feel safe to share with you. Actually I have share my working expereinces with many already. I feel like ; always when I share I try to hide the ugly part and tend to only share the beautiful part, sometime even over exaggerate what I have done.
I think actually maybe I did not fully commited to anything ;that why most the thing did half way then stop. Maybe Becuase I'm a perfectionist, when I see something wrong and it's not gonna be perfect and I got easily discourage and lack of motivation to do it best or even persud it already. And also because of that, I always change bf , I have "patho" around 7 times. Most of them I think they are not good enough , or I think is'm not going anyway, then I broke up .

Until at one point, I always think the best is yet t0 come, then forgot abt current important thing. Adn forgot to appreciate what I have ;also apply to bf.

I need to learn to live this minutes, and shine in this minutes, not just keep chasing the next min, the next bf coming; the next company coming . When we do not know how to achieve now, we also can;t really enjoy the fututre.

Not only commited it auto turn to lazy . And lost control finanly quite often

You say I'm true;only God' know when I have the right face reaction, the right effort.

Monday, December 27, 2010

What Kind of Peace Does Jesus Give - Rick Warren Ministries daily devotional 25 December Saturday

Glory to God in the highest, And on earth peace, goodwill toward men! Luke 2:14 (NKJV)
Peace with God (spiritual) - "Now that we have been put right with God through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ" (Romans 5:1 TEV).

Peace of God (emotional) - "Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. If you do this, you will experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:6-7 NLT).
Peace with each other (relational) - "Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God" (Matthew 5:9 KJV).
"It makes no difference who you are or where you're from - if you want God and are ready to do as he says, the door is open" (Acts 10:35 MSG).



A Prayer of Thanksgiving to God

"Because of Jesus, I now can live a life of joy, purpose, peace, and love."

God, I have so much joy right now, knowing that you decided to send Jesus to earth so I could be saved from a life of hopelessness and sin and be a peacemaker for you. I recognize in this moment that you saved my life when you sent Jesus, and that because of Jesus, I now can live a life of joy, purpose, peace, and love. I hold onto that hope today. When I look at the world around me, I see so many people who are struggling with stressful, meaningless, chaotic lives without loving, caring relationships. That was my life before you saved me. To say I am grateful doesn't begin to express what I am feeling. I just know I have a sense of meaning and peace I have never had before and could never get on my own strength - and I am full of amazing happiness.

I feel like celebrating right now, knowing that I am now on your side, instead of being at war with you. I know that with you I will never again be lost and alone. I am a new person today, and I recognize what I have just been given. I pray that, as I continue to grow spiritually every day, I will come to understand everything you have just accomplished in my life. By faith, I know I can trust you to be in my life today - and every day. I know I can count on you when things get tough, and knowing I will spend eternity in your presence gives me such hope!

Thank you, Jesus, for the peace you have given me. I pray you will use me as an instrument of that peace so I can help my family, friends, and the world in which I live. I feel so different right now, knowing that you and I are now OK, knowing I am on the road to a deeper understanding of what it means to live for an audience of one. I ask you to help me pray when I become upset so that I will have your peace in any situation I face - good or bad. Help me to get ready to help other people as others have already helped me. I want to make a difference in this world, and I want to help everyone I meet have the same hope I now have. I can't do this alone, so I ask you to make me a peacemaker.

Thank you for loving me. Thank you for saving me. And thank you for giving me a peace I have never known before. May everything I do, from this day on, reflect these same qualities as I tell others what you just did for me. I am full of anticipation at the kind of life I can now live.

I love you, Jesus!

Have You Left a Gift Under the Tree? - Rick Warren Ministries daily devotional 26 December Sunday

By entering through faith into what God has always wanted to do for us—set us right with him, make us fit for him—we have it all together with God because of our Master Jesus. Romans 5:1 (MSG)

God says: "It makes no difference who you are or where you're from, if you want me and you are ready to do as I say, the door is open."


You're not reading this by accident. No, God knew before you were born that you would be here in this moment. He planned to get your attention for just a few seconds so he could say this to you: "I've seen every hurt in your life, and I've never stopped loving you. You matter to me. I love you more than you will ever know. I made you to love you, and I've been waiting for you to love me back."

God is saying, "I want the rest of your life to be the best of your life. I'm with you, and I'm for you. I want to save you from your past. I want to save you for the purpose I made you for. And I want to save you by my grace. If you'll let me do that, I will give you peace with me, peace of me, and peace with other people. But you've got to open the door and receive the Christmas gift."

If you gave me a Christmas gift and I never opened it, you would be disappointed. And it would be a worthless gift because I don't receive the benefit of a gift I never opened.

Have you left an unopened gift under the tree?

Jesus Christ is God's Christmas gift to you. Yet some of us have gone Christmas after Christmas and never opened the best gift of all - God's gift of salvation. Why even celebrate Christmas if you're not going to open the biggest gift? It doesn't make sense to leave unwrapped the gift of your past forgiven, a purpose for living, and a home in heaven.

Jesus Christ says to you, "I can replace the frustration in your heart with peace. I can replace the guilt, resentment, shame, and grudges with forgiveness. I can replace the worry and anxiety with confidence and faith. I can replace depression or despair with hope. I can replace emptiness with meaning and purpose. I can replace confusion with clarity. But I'm not going to break down the door of your heart. You've got to invite me in."

God says: "It makes no difference who you are or where you're from, if you want me and you are ready to do as I say, the door is open."

It doesn't matter what your religious background is - Catholic, Protestant, Jewish, Muslim, Mormon, Buddhist, Baptist, Hindu, or no religion. This is not about religion. God didn't send Jesus to give you religion. He sent him so you could have a personal relationship with God. It's all about relationship.

Below is a prayer I prayed years ago when I stepped across the line and became a friend of God's. It's a pretty simple prayer. If these words express the desire in your heart, read them as if you are talking to God.

Prayer:

Dear God, I'm scared, but I want to get to know you. I don't understand it all, but I thank you that you love me. I thank you that you're with me even when I didn't recognize it. I thank you that you are for me; that you didn't send Jesus to condemn me but to save me.

I admit I never even realized I needed a Savior, but today I want to receive the Christmas gift of your Son. I ask you to save me from my past, my regrets, my mistakes, my sins, my habits, my hurts, and my hang-ups. Save me from myself.

I ask you to save me for your purpose. I want to know why you put me on this planet. And I want to fulfill what you made me to do. I want to learn to love you and trust you and have a relationship with you.

I need peace with you, God, and I need you to put your peace in my heart. I need you to take away the stress and fill me with your love. Help me be a peacemaker, to help others find peace with you and each other. In your name I pray, amen.

Don't Answer - Gloria Copeland Ministries daily devotional 27 December Monday

And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
– Romans 12:2

Be not conformed to this world. If you live like the world, you'll be overcome by the world. It's as simple as that. So don't let the world squeeze you into its own mold.

Instead..."be transformed" by the entire renewal of your mind. Overcome the world by having your mind transformed to think like God thinks. In other words, when you see something in the Word, say, "I agree with that. From now on I'm acting on that instead of what I used to think."

For example, when sin calls your name, don't answer. Agree with the Word instead and say, "I'm dead to that, Devil. You can't pull me into it anymore!"

As you do that, you'll find yourself changing. You will find yourself living like a world overcomer!

Scripture Reading: Romans 6:1-11

What is Zombie?

Where's your heart? worrying about the future ? Frustrated about the imperfection and complian in heart always ? Imperfect cause demotivate? --> ZOmbie ?

God help me, please take away my worry , my unrealistic chasing, my critical ; it harm myself and others.And make make me can't really emjoy the life and grace that you have given. Teach me to be humble and face the problem and willing to work on it, 300% effort to shine in life . In Jesus name I pray . Amen

Friday, December 24, 2010

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

STOP , and START LIVE

Why you just follow the social roll, and avoid the problem & challenge , OPPORTUNITIES,

why you didn't have full determination to pursuit your life success carreer thing that you wanna do?

what price you'll not willing to pay, what experience , people or thing, you try to avoid that you might have to gone through?

Is it that scary, that big deal to over come all those obstacle ?

GOD help me to be brave to be shine for you, for what you have giving me, that you want tme to or suppose that can acheieve . Help me to have more faith . In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

IS NOT WHAT YOU HAVE ,IS WHAT YOU DO WITH ....

IS NOT WHAT YOU HAVE ,IS WHAT YOU DO WITH ....

Friday, December 17, 2010

Strength to Overcome - Joel Osteen Ministries daily devotional 16 December Thursday

“I have given you authority...to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you”
(Luke 10:19, NIV)

TODAY’S WORD from Joel and Victoria

God has given you all power and authority to overcome every obstacle you may face in life. That means you are well able to do what God has called you to do. You can accomplish your goals. You have the ideas, the creativity and the talent to be successful. You have been armed with strength for every battle! God has already lined up the right people to come across your path; He’s already lined up the right opportunities. You have everything you need to live a victorious life. Not an average life, not a barely-get-by, mediocre life — you were created to excel. You have seeds of greatness on the inside.

You may not have seen it in the past, but if you’ll stay in faith, it’s just a matter of time — victory is on the way. Don’t settle where you are. Rise up in strength today and begin to declare, “I will accomplish my dreams. I can overcome any obstacle. I’ve been equipped and empowered to live in victory in every area of my life.”

A PRAYER FOR TODAY

Heavenly Father, thank You for the power to overcome every obstacle I may face. Help me to see myself the way You see me. Help me to embrace the victory You have in store for me today. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

— Joel & Victoria Osteen

Don't Look Back - by JM

Don't Look Back
December 16


Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning.
— Psalm 30:5

Ecclesiastes 3 tells us there is a time for everything—a time to weep and a time to mourn; a time to laugh and a time to play. You’d be coldhearted and lacking compassion if you experienced loss and felt nothing. But after a while you must let go of what lies behind and press forward. If you don’t, the past will destroy your future.

God said, “Moses My servant is dead. So now arise [take his place], go over this Jordan, you and all this people, into the land which I am giving to them, the Israelites. Every place upon which the sole of your foot shall tread, that have I given to you, as I promised Moses” (Joshua 1:2-3). Like the children of Israel, God wants you to let go of the past and take new ground. Don’t spend the rest of your life mourning something you have lost. Go forward and don’t look back.


From the book Ending Your Day Right: Devotions for Each Evening of the Year by Joyce Meyer. Copyright © 2004 by Joyce Meyer. Published by FaithWords. All rights reserved.

Old Habit ... change , !

That is always so easy to after come back home, bath , nad sit back on front of your computer for quite sometime

....

try morning, is not easy

casue you already get use to it


Love ,
Hannah

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Thank God

Thanks God , I have Brother Sister a family to celebrate my birthday for me :)

Feel grateful Father , THANK YOU FOR YOUR GRACE
AND LEARNING TO APPRECIATE ALL

Correction must be done in love to build up the person and not tear them down

Listen to God
December 15


Hear counsel, receive instruction, and accept
correction, that you may be wise in the time to come.
— Proverbs 19:20

You may wonder, “How do I know when to confront someone about an issue, and when to let it go?” If you are too eager to set someone straight, it may not be God motivating you. Correction must be done in love to build up the person and not tear them down. Always pray and wait until you know what God wants you to do.

You must be led of the Spirit. If after prayer you still feel that you are to talk to someone about their behavior, be absolutely sure that you are doing it for their good and not yours. If it is what God has told you to do, you may not even want to do it, but it will be done as an act of obedience to Him. Whatever you do, do it in love.


From the book Starting Your Day Right: Devotions for Each Morning of the Year by Joyce Meyer. Copyright © 2003 by Joyce Meyer. Published by FaithWords. All rights reserved.



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Sunday, December 12, 2010

True Believe , True Faith

Stephen Tong :" The True revival is not increase the members without the true principal.
The true revival start from the true obedience to the BIBLE; true understanding and true faith to the WORDS OF GOD
true obedience to the authority of holy spirit
Through practice in all the Bliblical teachig of Christian morality AND VIRTUAL
TRROUGH PRACTICE OF THE CHRISTIAN MINISTRY TO GLORIFY GOD AND TO BE BENEFICIAL TO OTHERS

TOO MUCH COMPRIMISE ... TOO MUCH MIX .. LOST OUR PURITY

Saturday, December 11, 2010

GOD Grace - Good News, True life God inspiring

Joyce Meyer:" Are you using attending church, attending different talks, and many servings , to avoid and run away from your life own challenges that God want you to overcome ?"
If you just use all those to just make you feel better and didn't practice GOD words, and have a good life example . That's total useless; people only inspire b...y true "light and salt"

Today spent a great deep talking time with my dear Lil Sis. I don;t know why, I will suddenly share all my works problem with her. I guess when I humble myself, GOD open road for me.

Tonight I really saw God is good GOD , HE listen to prayers, and help my Sis grow spiritually .

I;m so touch by her sharing . As she know I always job hoping. She say God might want you to overcome the challenge , instead of always keep changing job. The problem will be piling higher only. And everytime you leave a job, you self esteem lower


I really I have to focus back to just purely and confidencely rely on GOd, instead of always go back to my own way, comfort zone.

No matter how mnay times I ask my colleagues to join group hang out, is also useless. Because if my life is show a failure , who will believe what kind of Church or group you are attending .

so doing well in life , is not only Glorify GOD, but you glorify your parents and family . Is our repsonsible, when people think " what kind of parents, teach out such child "

I always will observe Pastor and his wife interactions, if they are true great love interaction example there, I will have more confidence to follow them, If they are not , and they are teaching marriage related topic. Is totally not convincing. Just like when I pastor, preahcing , but his oen household is a mess. Howt to be a good testomny. Be a good TESTIMONY OF YOURSELF is the best testimony .

Some people night thing you have mnore group hang out, people will help you, that is important. But listen to GOD and make the final decision on your own is the most inmportant, because you are the best person tha that you know yourself HONESTLY.

So diddrent people have different adjust .

Friday, December 3, 2010

Is Your Health on the Line?

http://health.yahoo.net/rodale/WH/is-your-health-on-the-line

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Is Your Health on the Line?By Sascha de Gersdorff, Women's Health
Wed, Nov 10, 2010


Unless you've had your cell phone permanently glued to your ear, chances are you've heard the recent health buzz: Mobile devices may cause cancer. While it's true that the National Cancer Institute has ruled them safe, a growing number of independent researchers disagree.

Those experts point out that the FCC wireless regulations on cell phone safety are largely based on something called specific absorption rate (SAR) levels, or the rate at which our bodies absorb radiation. Most phones do comply with the federal standards, but SAR monitors only thermal effects. (In other words, if the radiation from your phone isn't cooking your brain, it's regarded as safe.) But mounting scientific evidence suggests that nonthermal radio frequency radiation (RF)—the invisible energy waves that connect cell phones to cell towers, and power numerous other everyday items—can damage our immune systems and alter our cellular makeup, even at intensities considered safe by the FCC.

Is your body giving off important clues about your health?

"The problem is that RF can transfer energy waves into your body and disrupt its normal functioning," explains Cindy Sage, an environmental consultant in Santa Barbara, California, who has studied radiation for 28 years. "Here's why that's crucial: Overwhelming evidence shows that RF can cause DNA damage, and DNA damage is a necessary precursor to cancer."

The 2010 Interphone study, the largest to date on RF exposure from mobile phones, has spawned a quagmire of controversy, says health researcher and medical writer Kerry Crofton, Ph.D., who spent four years reviewing RF science for her book Wireless Radiation Rescue: Safeguarding Your Family from the Risks of Electro-Pollution. Many groups, including the National Cancer Institute and the telecom industry, read the results of that study as a green light for wireless calling. Others, like Crofton, point out that because it was largely based on lower cellphone usage in the '90s, the research has little bearing on today's world, in which 285 million Americans have mobile phones and 83 percent of 18- to 29-year-olds are "wired" all the time and sleep with their cell phones next to their heads.

One thing the Interphone study did find? People who chatted via cell for just 30 minutes a day for 10 years saw their risk of glioma (the type of brain tumor that killed Ted Kennedy) rise 40 percent. As a result, many European countries are considering banning cell phones for children under age 6 (RF penetrates little kids' brains more easily), and France has already banned all wireless technology in some schools and many public places, notes physician and epidemiologist Samuel Milham, M.D., a leader in the growing field of electromagnetic research.

All parties agree on this: More studies need to be done. In the meantime, it's best to take easy precautions—and not just with mobile phones. "Never before in human history have we gone from one radiated environment to another," says Crofton. "We're going to wireless offices and living in wireless homes. Even beaches and parks are going wireless. We're exposed everywhere."

The good news is that you don't need to ditch your gadgets. This advice will let you stay plugged in—and keep you healthy.

You're surrounded by electronics at home and work. But you can avoid this number one health enemy.

Cell Phones

When your phone is on (which it probably is even as you read this) it's constantly sending and receiving RF signals to and from the nearest cell tower to keep you in service. The farther you are from a tower, the harder your phone has to work and the more RF it emits, explains David Carpenter, M.D., director of the Institute for Health and Environment at the University at Albany. The activity really amps up when you're, say, driving through rural areas. Plus, within the close confines of a car, your entire core is exposed to the radiation.

The safer solution: Keep your phone off when driving until you really need it, says Carpenter. And no matter where you are, avoid holding a cell phone directly to your noggin (the Interphone study showed gliomas were more prevalent on the side of the head people continuously pressed phones to), always keep it at least six inches or more from your body (in your purse, not your pocket), and use either speakerphone or a corded headset (not a wireless headset). Or text up a storm. If you have a smartphone that's loaded with games, music, and movies, turn your wireless settings off while playing or rocking out. Similarly, don't ever use your cell phone as a bedside alarm clock without first disabling the wireless mode.

Cordless Phones

These stealth wireless threats "have become so powerful, they're often as strong as cell phones," says Sage. "The phone base is like a mini cell tower. It radiates 24-7 and can have a range of up to 300 feet." Particularly suspect are digital enhanced cordless telecommunication (DECT) phones. Preliminary blind studies have found that, when sitting beside a DECT phone base, some people experienced arrhythmia, a troubling heartbeat irregularity that could eventually lead to stroke or coronary disease, says Sage.

The safer solution: You might feel somewhat retro, but "just get a corded phone with an extra-long cord so you can still walk around," says Crofton. "They're better, they're cheaper, and they work in a power outage. Every time you replace a DECT with a corded phone, you're cutting the RF levels in your home significantly."

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Wireless Routers

Your neighborhood coffee shop's wireless Internet access may often seem like a godsend, but the router that's needed to provide the service is continuously emitting high levels of RF (up to 200 feet out), and that constant exposure has been linked to deadly diseases. "If the whole body is radiated by a router's RF emissions, the greatest concern is cancer, especially leukemia," says Carpenter. Also, be aware of your at-home router and any plug-in wireless USB cards you often use.

The safer solution: Ditch your wireless router and plug your computer directly into a cable modem, says Sage. That Ethernet technology doesn't leak RF and is often faster and more secure. If you just can't give up your wireless router (e.g., if you live in a home with a handful of computer users), make sure you sit as far away from it as possible, says Crofton, and turn it off at night and whenever you're not online. Another easy fix: Plug your router into a surge protector with a timer, and set it to go off each night so you don't have to remember to flip the switch.

Laptops

"When you hold your laptop on your lap, what you're essentially doing is radiating your pelvis," says Carpenter, "so all the cancers that affect that area are of concern." Indeed, early studies point to a heightened risk of testicular cancer for men who keep RF-emitting devices close to their belts. For women, adds Carpenter, "the studies aren't quite there yet, but I think we can say that anything that might cause cancer almost always causes birth defects, so pregnant women—or those wanting to become pregnant soon—should take extra precautions."

The safer solution: Keep your laptop off your lap (if you have to rest it there, buffer it with a sturdy pillow that's at least six inches thick). Try to use a desktop computer at home and treat your laptop as an on-the-go convenience. One thing to keep in mind: Laptops are a high RF radiation risk only while connected to wireless Internet, so when you're watching a DVD, fiddling around with your photos, or writing that dissertation, just disable your connection and you'll be much safer.

Baby Monitors

"Baby monitors release more RF than cell phones do, and putting them next to a crib is very, very unwise," says Carpenter. He points to a recent University of Utah study that shows RF radiation can penetrate almost entirely through a child's brain, which doesn't form completely until nearly 20 years of age. "It's very clear from all the existing research that the younger the child is, the more vulnerable he or she is to the effects of RF radiation."

The safer solution: Consider not using a baby monitor. If you absolutely must use one, place it far from your baby's crib—at least 10 to 15 feet away.

Monday, November 29, 2010

work.....

is no big deal, just need to set the record straight here, and discipline myself , so that I wouldn't fall in the same cycle next time

change job is normal, but make sure everytime you step back even higher next time .

just need discipline myself more to do better . change job, is normal

Seeking GOD help change my thinking

God I know you been leading me, but I always just like to go back my comfort zone.If I continue to be like that I will going no where in my career , my life ....

God today I apply leave again , is my 3rd + time I think, coz I don't feel like going to work . this job seem like no fun and no future, can't apply half day leave ; have to work on Sat , and most importantly, the way She lead , the direction she have , her way, not WIn-win, more like one side win .


God lead me a way , JESUS help

Work for GOD !!!!!

When you feel lazy, and dismotivated . Just cheer up and think , you are working for GOD and you gonna SHine for GOD. No matter in your work place, home, outside .

You body is Holy spirit temple, not yours, so don't simply, decide something stupid that will not glorify GOD .

God , forgive me , I been serving my comfort, my flesh desire of being lazy .....
rather than serving you. God please forgive me, and help me out ...
in JESUS name I pray ,AMEN !~

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Enjoy the full concentrate to achieveing one thing

Look at those people in those TV program; they are so pretty ,so cute , when they put all their heart, efoort, focus, concentration to complting a task. Those moment you can see you shine, the beauty of a person,......

IS be a very enjoyable moment for yourself , and for other as well

WIN-WIN

What have you done to show you commitment ?!

What have you done to show you commitment ?!

Clear Bitter..... Clean it up

Clear the Bitterness in the heart orelse it will turn in to 'Cancer"

Sunday, November 21, 2010

JM " God not asking us to be busy ; but be fruitful"

JM " God not asking us to be busy ; but be fruitful"

If you are lazy and passive, spent more time with God , so you have the power to overcome your flush that tell you to do

If you lack of confidence, and don;t have the gut; spent more time with God , so you have gut to do and said what you ought to do

If you never failed .. you've never lived

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tjYoKCBYag

the best motivation video

Solution focus, what you sow ;what you reap ~

Solution focus, what you sow ;what you reap ~

Be kind to yourself child , be kind , relax , and work it again

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Have you out of your comfort zone yet today ?

Have you out of your comfort zone yet today ?

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Speak your mind wisely

What's the benefit of telling people what your honest though when they request ; but after that they don't appreciate it
I need to sharpen my art of communication, and be wise to see who can speak , who can't

don't tell principle to mocker

don't throw your pearl to a pig who doesn't know how to appreciate it

Sunday, November 14, 2010

I need Disicpline discipline discipline

God I need Disicpline discipline discipline

in Jesus name I pray Amen !~

1) don't use own wisdom or assumption
2) don't use own strength/way to accomplish things

< City of Life and Death>

That's a very controversial and 18 SX movie , call < City of Life and Death> ; is very inspiring, until wordless.

Of how ugly of human can be becuase of selfishness, how dark it can go, until a army feel he lost becuase of tis firlthy cruel world, he choose to be loyal to country and do all the unwilling ugly thing in his heart. He feel struggle, and felt life is meaningless, he feel lost .

G News

The news is too good till I will feel guilty and sorry is I didn;t share with you constantly !~

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Truth is the Crown

Not the blind power that people will respect and follow ; is the honest truth and noble attitude that reign it all.

Monday, November 8, 2010

Gloria Gaynor » I Will Survive Lyrics

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

Sorry God... QT Nov 8 2010

Sorry God, I didn't spend quality time with you , I didn't even spend enough and reasonable time with you God, to read your words , to know what you want us to be, to hear , your Bless~.......

I should appreciate more your words Lord , coz that's the life instruction that you have given us...

Thank God you are forgiven , and Graceful, abd you love us,YOU ARE LOVE

求你给我爱你的心

in Jesus most precious name I pray Amen !~

Sorry God...

Sorry God that I didn't put 100% effort , didn't put 100% commitment in everything I do, I don't have full heart for everything, is it mean I don't love the people around me? Hm... I think I don;t even know how to love myself

God teach me and guide in my life, God I need you, I need a clear determination to do bold thing in my life that I can work passionately and give 100 % of myself, to glorify your name

In Jesus name , I pray . Amen

Nov 7 Sorry God

Sorry God I choose convenient over to make you delight ; I choose my own comfort over to please you.
I choose to please myself instead of please God.

James 1:12

Blessed is the one who preseveres under trials because, having stood the test , that person will receive the crown of life that the Lord has promised to those who love him.


Sorry God I didn't love you enough, I'm too selfish , I love myslef more.

God mAKE ME TO LOVE YOU MORE

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SORRY GOD, is still a long way to be there.....

DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER ,

I'm so sorry that I didn't love you enough to sacrifice my comfort:

1) Sorry God that I don't love you enough to love others, like & respect love others time by being punctual. Sorry God that I even late go to Church and go to served, ya I even late go to served as praise dance teacher
2) sorry God I didn;t out all my heart and put all the effort to do it the best I can for everyhting,
3) Sorry God, I have unclean though , evil though...
4) Sorry God I have folly thinking; and I didn't spent wisely toglorify you in a better example
5) Sorry God that I like my comfort too much, I jeapardize you name . I choose late , sleep more, ; I choose comfort instead of effort first.
6) Sorry God, that I seem like a lier, that I'm not really

7) soory God that I don't love you ebough to love others, sorry i'm being selfish


God change me please, in JESUS name I pray .. AMEN ~!

Don't simply...... bcos feel like it

Don't simply do anything because you feel like it; don't simply pick one, because it's seem like or everybody think that is the right time

heart felt sincere advice, TAKE IT!~

Why.... expectation

I saw this Sister, so angry about why suddenly a sister seem like don't like her anymore, and want to push people to give her an answer. I think that's really unwise, she's just try to push out a ugly answer; instead of getting a delight answer. she should start exam herself instead of exam other-" what's wrong with them, why they don't like me," and geting upset , angry , and iirational .


Instead of asking why people doin't like me, ask yourself what have you done to make people like you, or what you have not done to be a loveble person. What I can do better to be better ,how to improve myself?

i think this is a better question , she should ask.

Don't expect on others, put expect on yourself .

Rules is for Freedom!

God commentment is made for our Freedom, Thank you LORD *

Commitment is for freedom.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Admire, Appreciation,.... get the most out of it ....

Admire, Appreciation,.... get the most out of it ....

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

When you ask why like no more God power, think have you love enough by Kenneth Copeand

The Power of Love - Kenneth Copeland Ministries daily devotional 01 November Monday
I used to wonder why we believers didn't see more of the power of God operating among us than we do. With what we know about faith and the Word, it seemed to me signs and wonders and miracles should be happening all the time.

So, one day I asked, "Lord, why isn't the power of God turned up to a higher volume in the Church?"

Do you know what He said? He told me we weren't walking in enough love yet.

God wants us to have power. But first, He has to be sure we'll use that power in love. He wants to know that we won't take it and mix it with judgment and criticism and blast people out of the water.

"Kenneth," He said, "I can't afford to back your words with supernatural power in a church service on Sunday morning and then have you get on the freeway that night and lash out at someone because he pulled over into your lane. You'd blow him off the highway. I can't leave the power of Almighty God at a high volume in the mouth of an unmerciful fool."

Then He reminded me of a time I took my son, John, hunting. He was just a little guy at the time, barely big enough to keep his gun from knocking him on his back every time he'd pull the trigger. I was teaching him how to shoot, and he was coming along pretty well.

That day we were walking along out at Gloria's grandparents' farm and John spotted one of the biggest tarantula spiders I'd ever seen. It was clinging to the wall of the barn. When John saw that spider, he took aim. He was going to blow that bug away.

If I hadn't stopped him, he would have too. And it wouldn't have dawned on him until it was all over that he was going to blow a hole in the barn at the same time. From my grown-up perspective, I could see that would be foolishness. He couldn't. He was looking through the eyes of a child.

Do you want God to put a shotgun of spiritual power in your hand, so you can blow the works of the devil to kingdom come? Then focus on love. Pursue it. Practice it. Study it. Grow up in it. Then you'll see the power of God operating through you.

Scripture Reading: Romans 13:8-14

Declare God word -- creating positive energy bit by bit --Joel Osteen

Transformed - Joel Osteen Ministries daily devotional 01 November Monday
“Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is — His good, pleasing and perfect will”
(Romans 12:2, NIV)

TODAY’S WORD from Joel and Victoria

Most people have things in their lives that they want to change — old habits, addictions or something they want to overcome. The world offers so many “solutions” to improve your life; but really, the only way we are truly changed, the only way to be permanently transformed is by renewing your mind with the Word of God.

The scripture tells us that we shouldn’t follow the pattern of the world. What is the pattern of the world? It’s the constant striving to do more, be more and have more that only leads to weariness, emptiness and frustration. That’s not what God intends! Instead, focus your thoughts on the Word of God because when you make the Word your number one focus, something supernatural takes place.

Only you can control the doorway to your mind. Nobody can do this for you. You choose what you meditate on and what you set before your eyes. I encourage you to stay on the offensive and diligently guard your mind and heart because when you do things God’s way, you get God’s results — life, peace and joy!

A PRAYER FOR TODAY

Father God, today I submit myself to You and to Your Word. I invite You to transform me into Your image. Help me to make wise choices and keep me close to You. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

Prayers , testimony, must read from http://devotion.wedaretobelieve.com/

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God's 26 Guards

Someone sent me the following testimony and I decided to post it.


God's 26 Guards
---------------
Here's a message that will bring you chills.

Have you ever felt the urge to pray for someone and then just put it on
a list and said, 'I'll pray for them later'?
Or has anyone ever called you and said, I need you to pray for me, I
have this need?'

Read the following story that was sent to me and may it change the
way that you may think about prayer and also the way you pray. You will
be blessed by this....

A missionary on furlough told this true story while visiting his
home church in Michigan.

'While serving at a small field hospital in Africa, every two weeks
I travelled by bicycle through the jungle to a nearby city for supplies.
This was a journey of two days and required camping overnight at the
halfway point.

On one of these journeys, I arrived in the city where I planned to
collect money from a bank, purchase medicine, and supplies, and then
begin my two-day journey back to the field hospital.

Upon arrival in the city, I observed two men fighting, one of whom
had been seriously injured. I treated him for his injuries and at the
same time talked to him about the Lord.

I then traveled two days, camping overnight, and arrived home
without incident....

Two weeks later I repeated my journey.
Upon arriving in the city, I was approached by the young man I
had treated. He told me that he had known I carried money and
medicines. He said, 'Some friends and I followed you in to the jungle,
knowing you would camp overnight.
We planned to kill you and take your money and drugs. But just as we
were about to move into your camp, we saw that you were surrounded by 26
armed guards.

At this, I laughed and said that I was certainly all alone in that
jungle campsite. The young man pressed the point, however, and said, No,
Sir, I was not the only person to see the guards, my friends also saw
them, and we all counted them. It was because of those guards that we
were afraid and left you alone.'

At this point in the sermon, one of the men in the congregation jumped
to his feet and interrupted the missionary and asked if he could tell
him the exact day this happened. The missionary told the congregation
the date and the man who interrupted told him this story:

On the night of your incident in Africa, it was morning here and I
was preparing to go play golf. I was about to putt when I felt the urge
to pray for you. In fact, the urging of the Lord was so strong; I called
men in this church to meet with me here in the sanctuary to pray for
you.

Would all of those men who met with me on that day stand up?'


The men who had met together to pray that day stood up. The missionary
wasn't concerned with whom they were, he was too busy counting how many
men he saw.

There were 26.

"Work" - from Rick Warren

I love this so I post it here

Your Work as Worship - Rick Warren Ministries daily devotional 02 November Tuesday


Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as though you were working for the Lord and not for people. Colossians 3:23 (TEV)

"If your heart is not in it, you are in the wrong job. If you are not working with all your heart, you are sinning."

As you enter your Decade of Destiny, it is important that you understand your work can be an act of worship to God. In fact, if I want God to bless my finances, I must make my work an act of worship.

What does this mean? I'm saying that no matter what you do - sweeping the streets, running a corporation or the work of a stay-at-home mom -- your job is more than a job. The Bible says while you are here on earth, you should use your work as an act of worship.

This means whatever you do, you are to do it with enthusiasm. If your heart is not in it, you are in the wrong job. If you are not working with all your heart, you are sinning. I didn't say that, the Bible says it.

Why work with all your heart? Because you are working "as though you were working for the Lord and not for people." We learned yesterday that God is your salary and supply. He is also your 'boss'. There may be someone who is your supervisor, but you are really serving a higher authority. No matter what I do, if it is to prepare a meal, if it is to sign an invoice, if it is to do an analysis, if it is to close a deal, if it is to make a sale, if it is to make delivery -- whatever it is, I am to do it as if I'm doing it for God, and so it becomes an act of worship.

Martin Luther, the man who sparked the Protestant Reformation, said you can milk cows to the glory of God. You can clean toilets to the glory of God. Why? It's your attitude that says, 'God I'm doing it as if I'm doing it for you.' For instance, Let's say you make beds in a hotel; you are probably going to make them nicer if you think, 'I'm doing this as if Jesus were going to sleep in this bed'.

If you begin doing everything working "as though you were working for the Lord and not for people", how would the way your work change?

Diary 3 Nov 2010

is it a good idea to find new job, I'm been late many time's here , so the appraisal is not gonna pretty, and need work Sat , and I got not enough to do impressive report to push myself up, coz always got different kind of dateline

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Character

Dav:"Character is the result of two things, mental attitude and the way we spend our time..

Saturday, October 16, 2010

鄭秀文《信 FAITH》,信者得愛

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3P3Q-Dn0cc

love it yeah! Gospel POp

LOVE ROLL BALL, don't stop love cycle !!

If everybody also only thinking" receiving "only, love "giving " cycle will just stop there. Who gonna ROLL the LOVE ball

Sunday, October 10, 2010

What is Noble高贵

高贵是因为用心而不是Y 国
It's noble not because it's from foreign, is because a product that produce whole heartedly ,sincere, honest ,. for other people goods,..... afetr all is the quality of sincere heart

Exam your heart, whenever you serve, whenever you.........

All thing from heart, exam your heart before you serve, is it from your heart you want to help , want to love want to serve. Don't push, everybody take time to reach a certain stage..., but is always good to try and train

Monday, October 4, 2010

Stand firm for righteous reason, but with wisdom

Must be sleek like a fox, tender like a sheep.

Stand firm for righteous reason ; but with wisdom; if not you are not only put yourself in hard situation , but also putting other in embarrased situation.

Know your place, when communicate with different level of people, know when to jump Q , when NOT TO.

Are you entertaining yourself or GOD

For all the fellowship & hang out , reach out, help out, serve; exam your heart is it sincerely love GOD serve Him and really glorify him by pure heart.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

You entertaining yourself or serving GOD ?!

Glorify God with your life , not just when you sing praise song, serving, pray. Is in your daily attitude > glorify GOD, use your righteous way of life to workship ...

All is well, just follow the JESUS path

Al l is well, because you are with us. Thank you GOD , as long we follow your path ^-^

Monday, September 27, 2010

The one you like - differentiate worldly feel v.s. Godly feel

Dear Bro & Sis,

Just wanna share , at Church you might suddenly attracted by certain Bro & Sis. But after you exam you lifetraps or Schema , you might found out that you are unhealthyly attracted to certain traits of people, it might not be the best choice that GOD want you pay attention to and it might be a homework that God give you.

After all, God want you to love everyone, so take your time to get to know more Bro & Sis around. Use more time to get to know different person: their way of doing thing, their habit, their principle, your knowledge about them . Is it the one that both of you can excel each other in Kingdom, in every other thing. He or She might be not the one so much like you, but you could compliment each other well and balance each other well.

GOD will give the best for you, just worry about GOD's words & work , and he will lead the way . So don't go your way, go GOD way. you might waste a lot of time & energy by going your way, very fast to determine to be with someone, want a short cut to grab the one you like;but is it God's will ? If not you might taken a long way hard way to reach your partner instead .

Saturday, September 25, 2010

".. All is Well.." 50 tell 30 what to do

Sol
When you are age in your age 50 , what will you tell the age 30 of you doing?

Friday, September 24, 2010

How to be lonely inside out

( Inner heart strong entitlement is the most dangerous) When you think you are the best ; no one is good enough for you . You don't show it outside; but is ruining yourlife inside out.
Prepare to be the most lonelist person in the world. Actually people also think that you are not good enough too , becuase that is no perfect person only GOD .

Learn to say "you are the best; you are good "from the heart"

See the goods in others then you'll see life is beautiful again!~

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Focus on Glorify GOD...

The most is important thing to focus is Glorify God : God Love is selfless love, as long we help each other grow spiritually . So be selfless , be free, no holding back, be bold.....

Be BOLD to love GOD , not others

no focus on people -sinner , but focus on GOD ; because only him is Holy, pure, eternal,perfect,......

We must humble oursleves to follow HIS will , HE know the BEST for us, becuase HE LOVE us so much .

WHat we need to do is just follow his rules

Songs ( lyrics - that match my mood now )

Christina Aguilera : You save me from my self -Jesus

Holy Spirit is our airplane VOR system

Holy Spirit is our airplane VOR navigation system ( quote from RBC) when we turn too far right or left, it will warn us. We try to allign to GOD way .

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Sustainable Spiritual

me: Convert your "badnergy" to "ponergy "


Sermon from Goodtv

Everone have a fear of failure everyday, push yourself hard so that you look " success" and impress other . Fear of failure - sin

Sustainable Spiritual : ( Clean your " house " everyday , ask hard for forgiveness and be holy and cleanse; clean our heart , fix our relationship with others )

Antidote for failure, ask for forgiveness ( e.g. LORD PRAYER, KING DAVID...)

Bitterness- cancer of spiritual
Antidote- FOrgiveness , restoration - trials

How to forgive ? Like Jesus, forgive even a murderer
What Jesus do , when people pound him with nails

" Father , forgive them; they know not what they do "

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Improve of Spiritual Weakness

Step 1:

What's your spiritual weakness ? List


step 2:

Choose a side, determine to change it

make a STAND

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Daily Struggle

You make a stand to your Holy God, LOvING JESUS or EVIL

choose the righteous side or the other side , make a stand!

Grow, you choose to plant your tree near the river with unstopable spiritual nutirtious ;then when season come ,it bear fruit. Or you choose to put it on the tile flooring that look really nice, but got not S. nutri ,plus harmful to "tree" and stop you bear fruit

Relationship

After all the fuzzy feeling, what'st left is Knowledge , Principle & Habit....

Monday, September 13, 2010

True Friend

A true friend not only share fun together with you but accompany you to walk through trials & difficulty .....

I think a life time partner also should be like that too . Not just concern about his own wants and need ; but concern about her partner needs and help each other , be there for each other.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

GOD Grace

God is actually protecting us by asking us not to focus on ourselves and others, but only HIM. Because HE know sinner will disappointed sinner.

Monday, September 6, 2010

Emotional Numb

I though I can control very well, and after got trigger I realized..

When you know you can't expect anything ... you become emotional numb ..., and actually you care , deep down you care,... care that he never attend any of your performance, events... , even your Uni graduation ... until you don't know what is GRACE. Till your ignore your own feeling and need ...

so when I'm say ok,sometime I may not be ok, but don't ask me anymore, just do something that can help ease me. Cos usually I don't know how to ask for it....

God give me courage and confidence to pour out.
Thanks God, God at least I have you ~

Bit it gonna take more time for me to understand what is Grace God, cos, I don't really know it God.

I just know that your Blessed pull me through ...many times...

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Don't get Lost Focus

GOD guard us to know how to balance our life, to arrange our schedule in the way that can draw us closer to you, not closer to become what others think is good or to let ourselves feel like is right . I know A full schedule for others is not the way that glorify you. A schedule that we make just a moment of quality QT with , and day for GOD , ourselves , family, others frens ..... would be a good one, if we also don;t develop and strong habit to have a good foundation, that pointless to even go out there to say anthing..

Monday, August 23, 2010

Conversation that favor in both party

Must constantly remind myself the way I speak must be constantly present in a way that benefit and in favor to both part !

My Life Traps

From Book by Dr.Jeffrey E.Young and Dr.Janet S.Klosko

I am so surprise that I have so much LIFETRAPs and so amaze how balance it is , haha, God you are amazing:

MY SCHEMAS:

VERY HIGH
1) 88: Abandonment 被弃感
2) 78: Approval –seeking & Recognition Seeking 寻求认同
3) 70: Self – sacrifice自我牺牲
4) 65: Punitivesness 刑罚感
5) 52:Failure失败感
6) 51: Emotional Deprivation 情绪剥夺感
7) 50: Dependence/Incompetence 依赖感
8) 49: Unrelenting Standard 苛刻感
9) 48: Mistrust/Abuse 失信感
10) 47:Vulnerability to Harm & Illness 脆弱感
11) 44:Weak Self Control 失控感
12) 41:Subjugation 镇压感
13) 41:Negativity/Pessimism 消极感/悲观感
14) 40: Entitlement 特权感

HIGH
15) 27: Social Isolation 社会孤立感
16) 26:Defectiveness 缺陷感
17) 26:Enmeshment/Undeveloped self 沉溺感


MEDIUM
18) 16: Emotional Inhibition 情绪压抑感