I though I can control very well, and after got trigger I realized..
When you know you can't expect anything ... you become emotional numb ..., and actually you care , deep down you care,... care that he never attend any of your performance, events... , even your Uni graduation ... until you don't know what is GRACE. Till your ignore your own feeling and need ...
so when I'm say ok,sometime I may not be ok, but don't ask me anymore, just do something that can help ease me. Cos usually I don't know how to ask for it....
God give me courage and confidence to pour out.
Thanks God, God at least I have you ~
Bit it gonna take more time for me to understand what is Grace God, cos, I don't really know it God.
I just know that your Blessed pull me through ...many times...
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