Honest to yourself and God is just benefial to yourself

Honest to yourself and God is just benefial to yourself
( Satan is father of lier )

Who is your Father , Heavenly GOD??

How God see you.

Dear Jesie,

Thank you veru much for listen to me tentatively. I really appreciate and feel grateful that you really concentrate listen to me. You are truly a great listener and sincere heart person. You are really true and a good supporter and encouraging . YOur maturity towards matter inspiring me.

That's why I feel safe to share with you. Actually I have share my working expereinces with many already. I feel like ; always when I share I try to hide the ugly part and tend to only share the beautiful part, sometime even over exaggerate what I have done.
I think actually maybe I did not fully commited to anything ;that why most the thing did half way then stop. Maybe Becuase I'm a perfectionist, when I see something wrong and it's not gonna be perfect and I got easily discourage and lack of motivation to do it best or even persud it already. And also because of that, I always change bf , I have "patho" around 7 times. Most of them I think they are not good enough , or I think is'm not going anyway, then I broke up .

Until at one point, I always think the best is yet t0 come, then forgot abt current important thing. Adn forgot to appreciate what I have ;also apply to bf.

I need to learn to live this minutes, and shine in this minutes, not just keep chasing the next min, the next bf coming; the next company coming . When we do not know how to achieve now, we also can;t really enjoy the fututre.

Not only commited it auto turn to lazy . And lost control finanly quite often

You say I'm true;only God' know when I have the right face reaction, the right effort.