Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Excited Challenge

START FROM NOW WRITING TO GOD --- THANK YOU AND LOVE LETTER TO MY DEAR GOD Delay Gratification~Excited Challenge Some life experience you can't buy money... 8 May 2012 By Hannah Chong ( THANK GOD FOR SO MUCH INSPIRATION) Today is kind of the first day I officially taken over the practical job of our company Operation Manager task. It's seem like a impossible thing to happen for a company, when a manager who work for 11 years and have to hand over a job to a 8 months old staff who don't even have the experience about the field. At first I am so scare ; so I try express to everyone to prepare for the accident happen;in order to save my reputation of work. First I express to my superior , colleague and head of Sales department who have direct affect of the whole matter.I even indirectly using head of Sales to talk to my boss about how I'm not confidence to take over the job, and they better prepare for any problems arise in the future. I said " is kind of like I want to display a responsible attitude so that I want to give an alarm in advance first." So I have so much dissatisfaction towards my boss; about how not understanding my boss is towards our situation and operation in the company. I even say that she not even have the qualification to evaluate our performance to decide our salary , since she do not clearly understanding how the flow of every department job. Everything to her seem so easy. However as I still hesitantly start doing the task while my existing task in still piling like mountain. At first I just try to be dumb in order for me to ask and get more answer easily;and compiling all the data into a easy read table; follow then I hands on start giving order to specific supplier to fulfill the job. So my whole body emotion start to change from shaking angrily to blood running excitedly inside me. I thank God for giving me a worry free heart , mine and soul, because we have his strength and wisdom. HE also give me the right attitude to work on things, although I still display not very good attitude at first. Not willing to take on task that sound so unfair and a unbalance pay. At the end of the day when I want to call off work, I suddenly feel a strong sense of achievement, and feel so bless that everybody around is so helpful and understanding. I thanks God . Then I have a though, those that not afraid to so something that " stupid and unfair and willing to sacrifice and contribute" will gain the most. They will gain, respect, sense of achievement , polishing life experiences to be stronger personality, push to do work more efficiently , and free "lecture"; and the most beautiful thing is , you don't even have time to slack which would lead you to sin easily at work. Hallelujah, Amen.Time is so fill, until you don't realize the off time. I thank you God for giving me to have this chance to grow, and to push in a position to experience challenge and could grow fast and focus. Still of excited about this new challenge, GOD I hope you give me more wisdom to let your words shine in every situation of my work and life. I thank you for all your Blessing ,and thank you that you still love me, although I have sin a lot and lack of faith. I thank YOu that you still listen to my prayers and guide me daily. In JESUS name I express gratification to our DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER.AMEN.

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