Monday, May 28, 2012

What fill your life ?

I always though I want to chase after sex, money, work, life partner, house, best interior property and great quality design cloth, best toiletries product, best facial products, but I feel lost today, I always watch passion video clips, great love story, x video and fill my lust, desire and I can imagine I love myself or people love me. But still empty today, those cannot fill the emptiness in my heart anymore. I do not use to it , because I can always fill myself with the passion image , but now cannot anymore, so I feel lost , and I ask myself, what am I doing everyday go to work? I didn't even go to work today. I can't find any reasons to pursue what goal in my life anymore, I even think Why I want to pursue my life. I pray, I still feel lost, I watch some sermons , I still feel lost. Perhaps, I need another level of repent, because I've been repeat my sin many times. God have so much grace to sent me a big Alarm , even my ex bf That I long to be with; can't even fill that emptiness I think. God help me , I need you, need your wisdom ,need the peace and increase my faith, and forgive my sin and ignorant and disrespect and . Forgive I take your rules lightly when I need to take it serious and precious with full respect. In JESUS name I pray. Amen

Enormous Great Work

What make you do enormous great work? The Love of it , that you so passion about, your imagination ,your energy, your creativity will coming out non-stop from inner to make it great., to achieve it at regularly pioneer stage. Just like when a guy chasing his love one, he can do all kind of great romantic moves to get the girl. Just like Jesus love us, HE done way great works that way beyond we can imagine .

Thursday, May 24, 2012

How Charisma spell out your life

A good Public speaker can present well when he is presenting something he passionate about , same goes with life .... you live your life well , when you love your life, confidence and ...........some passionate goal that driven your life ..* ‎" In Life you need inspiration or desperation " by Tony Robbins

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Excited Challenge

START FROM NOW WRITING TO GOD --- THANK YOU AND LOVE LETTER TO MY DEAR GOD Delay Gratification~Excited Challenge Some life experience you can't buy money... 8 May 2012 By Hannah Chong ( THANK GOD FOR SO MUCH INSPIRATION) Today is kind of the first day I officially taken over the practical job of our company Operation Manager task. It's seem like a impossible thing to happen for a company, when a manager who work for 11 years and have to hand over a job to a 8 months old staff who don't even have the experience about the field. At first I am so scare ; so I try express to everyone to prepare for the accident happen;in order to save my reputation of work. First I express to my superior , colleague and head of Sales department who have direct affect of the whole matter.I even indirectly using head of Sales to talk to my boss about how I'm not confidence to take over the job, and they better prepare for any problems arise in the future. I said " is kind of like I want to display a responsible attitude so that I want to give an alarm in advance first." So I have so much dissatisfaction towards my boss; about how not understanding my boss is towards our situation and operation in the company. I even say that she not even have the qualification to evaluate our performance to decide our salary , since she do not clearly understanding how the flow of every department job. Everything to her seem so easy. However as I still hesitantly start doing the task while my existing task in still piling like mountain. At first I just try to be dumb in order for me to ask and get more answer easily;and compiling all the data into a easy read table; follow then I hands on start giving order to specific supplier to fulfill the job. So my whole body emotion start to change from shaking angrily to blood running excitedly inside me. I thank God for giving me a worry free heart , mine and soul, because we have his strength and wisdom. HE also give me the right attitude to work on things, although I still display not very good attitude at first. Not willing to take on task that sound so unfair and a unbalance pay. At the end of the day when I want to call off work, I suddenly feel a strong sense of achievement, and feel so bless that everybody around is so helpful and understanding. I thanks God . Then I have a though, those that not afraid to so something that " stupid and unfair and willing to sacrifice and contribute" will gain the most. They will gain, respect, sense of achievement , polishing life experiences to be stronger personality, push to do work more efficiently , and free "lecture"; and the most beautiful thing is , you don't even have time to slack which would lead you to sin easily at work. Hallelujah, Amen.Time is so fill, until you don't realize the off time. I thank you God for giving me to have this chance to grow, and to push in a position to experience challenge and could grow fast and focus. Still of excited about this new challenge, GOD I hope you give me more wisdom to let your words shine in every situation of my work and life. I thank you for all your Blessing ,and thank you that you still love me, although I have sin a lot and lack of faith. I thank YOu that you still listen to my prayers and guide me daily. In JESUS name I express gratification to our DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER.AMEN.