IF you know , you can't give them what they want ,pls fair to them, Let go and move on

2 and 3 October ,2008 ( Holiday : Hari Raya 2nd day)

2nd Oct. night , finally went to this "Hakka Restaurant" long to be go there long time ago. Very happy!, also went with special combination group of people ,haha.My guy friend and his grandma.
This Hakka restaurant, ambience very nice, open air ,lots of light and great relax cabbana music, located near a path that heading towards to Pavillion. A lot of tourism and White folks expatriate here. Meal also very nice, price averge. Great experience.

After that went to Genting with friends, such a sudden decision, plan to go up there not to gambling but to get some fresh breeze. Then talk about this topic with friends, when your friends and you accidentally bump into Ex. My friend say, he expect at least some greeting from them, to proof that they still remember him. But I think the most important thing that I concern is, are they doing well/happy. If their current partner giving the love they want , should happy for them. I tell this friend , we should happy bcos the person we love b4 get happiness. Although maybe they didn;t get the love they want from us in the past, we should let go, and feel happy for them if they find their happiness.
Everybody move on to the highly close match potential marry candidate, if they don't like the way you maintain the relationship , move on. Maybe you will found someone like the way u r. Or you could improve yourself to be a highly potential candidate to others.

As I always said, self improvement is important, and we are in the process of learning.

3rd,

Morning/ Noon:

Went to my Father souvenir store , cos my friend need something local for some England friends. Long time never been to my family shop . Good. Also good that my best friend found some nice hand-draw scarf for her special friends. I also get 1 nice scarf back for myself,he..he...

Evening:
Today try to find someone to eat steak with me, craving for steak,long time didn't have it already. But I always didn't plan ahead, always last minute call to invite ppl, so is like loner browing through all her phonelist ( this happen a lot of time ). Finally , found my favorite Wei Wei ( fun friends to be with). He's at Pavillion browsing around . So I stated very happily: I'm coming to join him right away.

Ah~, Pavillion, can satisfy some of my materialistic DNA, window shop there, make me feel like a model and feel very "FIVE STAR". Oh my materialistic girl DNA suddenly came like a big wave. Just nice to put on the new skirt I bought( that my friend describe as Angel dress) to show it off. Haha, and my quite new heels too, perfect combination of color and style too ,have just the right assemble of beg too. WOw, really feel like a model, haha , cos caught quite some anttention. My SHOW OFF sickness emerge again. Hm..., is it wrong intention/ or I have the the right intention to feel proud of myself , my style , my body. Oh I have such a "thick face skin" haha, but hide it very well usually. ^

Feel straight forward to write Diary again. If die is the last thing you can loose , what can you loose to do others thing more brave thing. Be brave and bold and fight to run a better life. Cos you are responsible to upgrade your own life. You only have one time 20 + , 30 + , and this lifehav only one chance one shot to make it great , beautiful. So try harder !! Work it , work it harder, plan good, and must Execute it, or else is meaningless and nothing could achieve !!!~